Do you remember...?

I've been to catch up (again) with an old friend.
This old friend got me and Kev together, so it was really hard going to her house again after so long...

There is so many things I remember, laying of the sofa listening to music talking well into the early hours, laughing, being wrapped around his body whist sat on the freeze somking, drink and snogging
Our 1st night together...

I wanna talk to him about these so much, just to see if he remembers, but I know I shouldn't dwell on the past, so hense why its going up here...to remember things as they were.

I promised myself not to dwel on 2008, but its hard.

I miss him so much, despite knowing this is the best thing for me.