Tuesday, 30 December 2008

Catching up...

Why do we always let people slip away and then leave it so long to catch up?
Boyfriends, work and just generally life.
Over the past few weeks I have spent A LOT of time catching up with very good friends.
Christmas eve was Rachael and her HUSBAND and son Charlie, we had such a good gossip about old times and times a head of us, and I really wish we hadn't lost all those years!
I have also been to see Caroline, Andy, AJ16months and the Twins M&O 5months and had a wonderful day with them all, feeding, burping and bathing...I shouldn't leave that so long as the boys are so lovely and I have great fun with them!
Also Leanne I went to college with and her son Harvey...who was gorgeous!

I feel very blessed I have the time now to spend with these important people in my life, lets hope the next year is full of more visits, cuddles, kisses and happy times.


Sunday, 28 December 2008

We have....


4 beautiful kittens :o)

Friday, 26 December 2008

Happy Christmas!

Hello everyone.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS, ok a little later but I didn't want to come on yesterday and no doubt no one would have on here!

I hope everyone had a great day and got totaly spoilt.
I went up to Huddersfield to spend Christmas with my dad, step mum and brother H13.

Its been a really lovely time, if not maybe a little emotional.
I really missed Kev, but delt with it well.

I got a lovely necklace from my sister-a joint birthday present, loads of scrapbooking stuff which I will post up later.
Gardening gloves
Jo Malone perfume :o)
Garden ornimant
Garden secatears
Scarf (hand made by my step mum)

and a few other bits I can't think of the top of my head right now!

Wednesday, 24 December 2008


I'm not the biggest Christmas fan, but Sunday I did my Santa bit and dropped off some presents to my friends beautiful babies.

Christmas really is about 2 things,
1) The Children
2) Giving

The children really loved their gifts and I had such a lovely time playing with the Dora puzzle I brought Caitlyn :o)

Kids make this time of the year!

Today I have also caught up with an old schol friend that I haven't seen since leaving school oh so many years ago!
She hasn't changed and her son is LOVELY, I feel truly lucky to have these people in my life!

I'm coping ok without Kev, don't get me wrong, I miss him like mad, but nothing could make me WANT to go back to that 'relationship'. The girls have decided not to have anything more to do with me, which is heartbreaking, but I guess predictable.
I get moments where I feel very alone, and just want to be cuddled, and loved, but have found alot of comfort in some very good friends.
I wish him all the best of luck in his life, I still care alot for him, 3 years together doesn't mean you just stop caring...
Hmmmmmmmm, thoughts.......

I'm off to Huddersfield tonight, wish me luck for my drive!

Monday, 15 December 2008

Snow Patrol

This is MY song of the moment.
I have always been a Snow Patrol fan, I love there Eyes Wide Open album

This song, makes me smile.
It makes me think of Kev, laying there, together, like nothing else in the world will ever touch us, praying that every second will last longer. Feeling 110% safe tucked up in his arms, smelling his body, sharing body heat, bodies just fitting together perfectly.
Thinking of it fills me with mixed emotions. 3 years is a long time to just stop loving someone but I KNOW we can't be together, give it another 2 weeks and I know things will be easier. At the same time I long to feel and secure and safe wrapped in his arms.

Its amazing how much stronger I feel as a person this time around.
I have the gym keeping me busy, and have found friends in the most unlikely people.
Yes i've had 2 men disarsters in 2 weeks but isn't that half the fun?!?
I just have to count myself lucky I have the people I have!

Saturday, 13 December 2008


Unfortunately due to recent circumstance, I can no longer post on my own blog without some phyco stalker taking offence and taking what is said on here to stir to RW friends.

So I am going to be giving the blogging a rest for a while and head down the gym!

Friday, 5 December 2008


I haven't blogged for a while, due to the fact life is pretty crazy.

I'm feeling very lost and in need of something in my life, other than 70hours of work and then the gym.

I went scrapping last night but only producded a quick gift album, nothing too exciting to show pictures of.

Hoping everyone else is ok :o)

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Dec issue...

Another month, another issue of NHH.
As of next month I will have 2 regular articles in NHH. Creative corner and the monthly fact file.